drabble: crazy - sirius

[marginalia]

[crazy] - sirius
part of dorrito's every flavour mood beans. yes, virginia, there hasn't been a cranky yet. be patient.

He must pretend for them, but it is very difficult. He can pretend when Remus is around, because he has always tried to be good for Remus. Sometimes he wasn't, and Remus was angry. Sirius has always remembered the angry times. The darkness never took that away.

Pretending for James is harder, because James looks at him differently now. James is green and jagged, and sometimes Remus says it is not James, it is Harry, but that is silly Sirius knows and he laughs in the back of his head.

He pretends they aren't crazy as he's slowly going sane.

Comments

[dolimir-k.livejournal.com]

I like this! It gave me chills!

[marginalia.livejournal.com]

thank you!

[jenish.livejournal.com]

OOOOOOOOOHHHHHHH

I fricking love it. Wow.

[marginalia.livejournal.com]

thank you!

[dorrie6.livejournal.com]

Dude. Like. Wow.

[marginalia.livejournal.com]

i'm still not sure how i feel about this one. i really love the line about james, but i don't know about the piece as a whole. but, thank you :)